im sorry...

im sorry i hurt you

for such a long, long time,

im sorry i left you

though i luv u so much,

im sorry 4 da times people put da blame on you

n i did nothing to ease your pain,

im sorry 4 forcing u to make ur decision

a difficult one for me as well,

im sorry 4 keeping u in da dark

n forcing you to jump into conclusions,

im sorry 4 not being there when u needed me

leaving you to face everything,anything alone,

im sorry 4 being such a coward,

n running away all da time,

im sorry 4 making u feel da way u do

i never intended to break your heart,

im sorry i let you down all da time

coz u never let me down even once,

im sorry coz i cant let you go

n making it hard for you not to let me go,

im sorry i cant be who you want me to be

coz im never going to change who i am,

im sorry i hurt you real,real bad...

n even now that i know what is happening,

n i know what im suppose to do,

or maybe i dont know what to do,

or maybe what im suppose to do

i will regret later on in life,

i still cant do it,

until this minute,this moment,

i still cant do it...

but i will do it 4 u,

n i will make it easy 4 u,

n i will try my best for u,

coz i luv u,

more than words can say,

more than actions may convey,

more than u will ever know,

believe me

i really luv u with all my heart dear princess...

so goodbye DEAR,

n welcome FRIEND,

-rizan-

11 April 04

31 Jan 10